It's all about my jourey and my pursuit to the happyness. In finding my ways to a total freedom. I wish that my life couldn't be any easier than others...For every action, for every reason and for everytime goes by, I always stand out amongst the crowds. Being ordinary is very simple and easy but lame...but being extraordinary it takes more than usual...it's not that simple as much people can see me right now.....Things that makes me difference are;- I Always Try To Upgrade The Value of My Time and I Never Ask "How Much Does It Cost, But How Much Will It Make To Me?" ....
Hmm…i just wondering what will be happen in next few weeks…while I’m keep myself busy with the business operation..I’d just made some time to digging up for my old movies collection…’If Only’ staring by the sweet Jennifer Love Hewitt….this story is remembering me to me ex-love that I had years before…but she died already around 2001 for a brain cancer….what sparked me in the movie is the song….
These last few days maybe one of the busiest time…yesterday I can only spent 3 hours to sleep…now after morning wake up….watch some early news on Astro Awani…then continue with my project.
If shit does happen, I’m the shit….
There about another 30 more software programs that I need to downloads…..yet after that about 90 programs need to be tested out. Once I’m done with testing need to make some documentation. My wish is that I can find at least an assistant to help me out.
Oh, I’m forgot …now it’s the school holiday, mean my neighbours start to making some noise, so I might need to switch my working areas to my office….just to make sure that I’m still keep my focus. I hate distraction & I love stress - because that does will be the last 2 things that can motivate me.
What I really want in my life is to make sure my objective & target is to be achieved. Once my mission is accomplished I’m going for a vacation.
Now, I’m in my private area…my place of Zen. And I’m not going to pick up the not-so-important call, unless it’s for the money matters, then it should be ok…..Whatever people think, I’m not the money-oriented kind of person. I just want to ensure the good practice of cash flow…
Ok, its 8:30 in the morning, in another one hour, I need to make some quick calls. Then if all’s ok I’ll be out, if not I’ll be sitting down here in front of the computer.
What can I do…it’s already March…with so much to do I is still way far from my target… About my project things that should engaged with MOSTI is still in the process of discussion…I was supposed to getting some good news from my propose-to-be appointed the Technical Partner for the project but yet till today still receive no answer, it’s not a negative answer, just that I haven’t received any answer….maybe I just need a little bit of passion….
But anyway, life goes on…I still got things to do…still have problem to be settle ahead and also still looks for more problem. Huh, as entrepreneur one things that I know is to fix the problem….that’s how I made my living. More problems I solved, the better I am to understand, and also the better money I made….., am I correct.
Speaking about financial situation - I’m still good at it. Not that really good, but at least I still got my 5 figures income into my bank accounts…ok it’s the company accounts. The short term objectives is to ensure that tomorrow I’m going to make a call to the clients and asking about the Purchase Order I’m going to receive…all together is valued at almost RM50K…..I’m pretty much sure that I’m going to have it. No worry, that’s the project value for this month..With thatRM50K, about RM35k is going into my Contractor…and the rest 15K is for the company….not for me.
Speaking about the asset, I’m just waiting for the bank to pump in some cash into my dad accounts….that money, parts of it is going to be invested into my business…just part…Basically, I just doing a refinance into my parents house…it’s my dad idea…the objective is to help him to cover up some of his project…and to strengthen the family finance.
Anyone may not believed that how come 26yrs old dude (it’s me) with a no proper pay slip can convinced the bank to get a RM200K housing loan…But it’s just happen when I sending my documentation which is my finance statement, the bank already confidence, my housing loan just get passed!…so technically at this stage I’m already own an asset….The reason why my parents did that is quite easy….helping me for my business….and to ensure that the family property should be divided equally if in any case that they’re no longer here…..(this might be difficult to say)..But at least we’re prepared.
I’m still got long way to go…basically in these recent years I just got failed for my another grant application,….it’s the MSC Pre-Seed fund….I’m just guessing that maybe the panel itself is a kind of not-very-intelligent types…..they’re not in a business background, not even in IT fields….that’s what my friend said to me just know.
As a result, now I’m still have to continue my project but this time I have to learn on using my own funding, which is not good at all…As I’m blogging right now, I’m still in a middle of crisis of completing my own projects without an assistance….I hate this time, because this project is going to cost me a lot of time and effort…I did looking for an assistance but no one comes forward, now I know how difficult to find a right assistance…Arrrgghhh feels likes going to have a bungee jumping….I’m so high right now….ok that’s all for today..
Now I know the pain…. and the meaning of…Money can’t buy everything.